||[Jun. 1st, 2010|12:37 pm]
I was just putting books away in the childrens area when I came across one named "Felicity Floo visits the zoo" all about this girl who gets snot on all the animals, bleeurgh! now I'm not good with snot or mucus of any kind, I felt the bile rising as I looked through the book, there's another reason that I won't have children, when they have snotty noses and it's dripping or big boogers (bogies) *shudders* ugh and that leads me to another thing, I was going to the Mac store yesterday and there was this guy outside and he coughed and spat on the floor then just walked off, what the hell! why do people do that?! at least with children they're just naturally snotty but no excuse for adults!
and on another rant, I was reading old entries from here around late 2004-early 2005 if I could go back in time I'd give myself a smack on the head. I was going through a difficult break up but all my entries are like "oh I'm fine, she shouldn't feel bad about anything I've lots of good memories la la la" pfft, it's my journal why was I being all nicey nicey when in-fact I wasn't fine, I felt like crap, hurt,sad all that stuff. I've happily moved way on from all that, but I am annoyed at myself for not sharing my true feelings just because you forgive and get over something doesn't mean that you can't acknowledge that it hurt you and it sucked!
Wow, guess I had quite a bit to say today! well first of June, 13 days till my birthday, gonna be 33! I don't feel that old (and I often certainly don't act it) yesterday someone called me ma'am, I guess in the big scheme of things 33 is still pretty young, I'm enjoying getting older I feel very comfortable in my skin.